Im ashamed to admit thats were i did most of my using. I hate myself for doing it. Ive imagined my gf doing it on her own down stairs while im in bed. Id be embarrassed. But recently we went out alot over xmas and thats when i decided i cant do it anymore.
I use sit down stairs on my own crying on a come down. Texting my mum for help. And i use check the floor for bits of coke in case it came in contact with kids. Its discusting what i was doing. Been 22 days now. And i dont want to touch that stuff again. Ive even come off facebook. That dont help being on there. Seeing everyone happy with there fake lifes, well some, and it annoys you. Well it did me haa