Hi
I’m so sorry to hear that you are really struggling and feel that you are on your own in taking your boyfriend’s addiction seriously. It does have a big impact on the people around them who are trying hard to support.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We provide support to people like you who are dealing with a family member’s addiction. If you think it would help please get in touch and we could pass you on to one of our trained and experienced people who you could talk with. They would also be able to let you know what other support is available. Talking with someone who understands may help you.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.