Hi Sunshine,
Thanks for posting. I’m sorry that you are feeling so scared and overwhelmed by whats happening.
I’m glad to hear that your husband is getting help but you also might like some support too. I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. You may like to contact as we provide support for people having to deal with the addictive behaviours of a partner or family member.
If you get in touch you could talk to one of our experienced trained people who might help you to make sense of what is happening.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best.