[dnanon]

I have had a really bad day today. Spent all day being angry with my son and crying. Took it out on my husband and was ratty with him because that’s what we do. I haven’t seen my son since November. Since he got in touch the other week about ‘missing his kids loads’ and I responded he hasn’t replied to any more texts, or have had a short answer. I told him about the Louise Clarke video on YouTube and asked if he had watched it. He replied ‘not yet’. I have now got her book which I sent for but don’t think I will read it until I am in a stronger frame of mind. I am sick of feeling so distraught and upset every time I think of my son.