[domino]

Yes well know it’s so common and after having him in hospital one night blind drunk I took the view that I’d rather he had the occasional joint than get blind drunk but it’s really out of hand now! I shouldn’t blame myself but I do all my dreams for him have fallen by the wayside I know I can only guide and then it’s up to them but I feel as if he’s thrown it all back in my face . He hasn’t had a relationship with his father gor years now and I think this has a lot to do with it although his father denies it that’s another long story though