Hi danman83
I’ve ended it with my husband yesterday as he moved 3 hours away from us 2 weeks ago to try and get clean as no temptation down there and Friday night it was apparent that he was off his face. He denied he’d had anything even swearing on our kids lives, I made him send me a photo of his pupils they were massive and he stayed awake all night watching music videos, when he was supposed to be at work at 8am.
Didn’t go into work, then he confessed he’d had 2 pills. Omg I went mad! Why would someone who was down there sorting their life out take pills? He’s obviously sourced them from somewhere as no matter where he goes drugs always seem to find him. Maybe it was coke and he thought that was bad to admit that and lied about it being pills. That’s the trouble you’ll never know!
Why would he do this? I was furious, as what would he have done, stayed down there using secretly then fooled us into having him back and it starting all over again? I’m so sad that he’s choosing not to sort it out.
He hasn’t bothered texting or nothing, he didn’t overly seemed bothered. Not even when I said he won’t be able to see his kids. 🙁