Well at least you are admitting that you have a serious addiction and that is definitely a start. So, as I said to my son, who is 30 what do you want to do about it! If you can afford £500 a month then you must be still working. It’s good that your daughters are well looked after but is that by your partner or ex partner? I have a son who has had a cocaine addiction for approx 10 years and despite offering all our support we have not heard from him since November. I am hoping that with your post you are reaching out and thinking of quitting. If so, read the posts from Danman as he has been clean for 4 weeks and trying so hard to quit. Good luck.
