[Anonymous]

Sorry to hear about yourself and husband and sad that it came to tbat.

It kind of is part of the addiction. When your taking it you dont want to stop hence being out all night or weekend.we know were doing wrong and its gonna cause problems but that urge to keep on taking it all night is so hard to break. My daughters mum now ex i put her through all of that and believe me the guilt is horrible and remorse is there. The cocaine just changes the brain imbalance to keep going. I never opened up once to my about the amount i was taking because i felt ashamed and didnt want her to know.