Hi,
Thanks for sharing your story. I’m sorry that you are obviously going through a very bad time emotionally and maybe you would like some support for yourself.
Please contact us at The Icarus Trust as we are a charity that provides help for the family and friend’s of drug and alcohol dependants. We offer a free service
and if you get in touch we will assign you to one of our trained and experienced people who you could talk with.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.