Hi DNAnon I’ve just read your post and I feel for you very much please dont think I’m a misery or negative person but my son is 30 hes been addicted to cofr ffcaine for at least 10 years I’m sorry to say but he has had a lot of help debts paid rent paid etc he has a loving family. No kids and lost his girlfriend/best friend of 10 yrs long story but he is now in a homeless hostel he could engage with services who could help .he was supposed to meet up with me today we were going to make a curry I’d got all the ingredients. He didn’t get up he missed yet another appointment. Probation,doctors .his health is terrible he suffers with chronic asthma made worse by inhaling cocaine and whatever other shit chemicals are in it I am so sorry if I have had a rant but that’s my son .he doesn’t always have a phone but must have one tonight he txt I’m gonna keep fighting I’ve heard it all before he needs to fight a lot harder but that must be extremely difficult when you have evil drug dealing scum on your back getting you to do things for them to be rewarded with cocaine it’s a terrible cycle .sorry I needed to say it because I wait every day and hope x
