Hi DNAnon yes let’s try to keep our chins up ! And be happy ,cheerful and normal whatever normal feels like? I’ve had a lovely girlie day out with my two closest friends who I’ve grown up with I love them to bits my son wasn’t really mentioned just briefly I said hes not well ,they know that but hes not there son so they will never ever understand the pain of it .he has a phone at the mo or did have earlier that could now have gone for a bit of that stuff I dont even like saying the C word so I txt him to say I hope your feeling ok? Which he wont be because he is 30 and has nothing hes staying in a bloody homeless hostel with other addicts but I dont think he has actually come to terms that he is also an addict. I really dont know when this will end but hope to God it does one day xxx