Thanks everyone.
Not going to lie been difficult but onwards and upwards.
I have started writing a journal for all my thoughts and when you read it, it hits home what’s has actually happened!
Unconscious in the car cracked out of his brain, all the money in the account dissappearing, lies, deceit, ill health, binges, comedowns, false promises, 3 jobs lost, selling our lovely home, etc etc etc!!
Why did I stay??? I should have gone years ago!
To think he still blames me for his drug taking it really is starting to be laughable.
Hope everyone is ok.x