Louise… I will be brutally honest with you – if you read above anyone thats deep in this with a BF/husband or whatever will tell you its the hardest thing. You have no unbreakable ties as such, I would literally walk away now, he will lie and manipulate you into thinking he is going to change etc and he probably wants to BUT it is not that easy. Addiction is not curable, it is a disease and it can only be managed and its TOUGH, i live with my boyfriend and I am in ‘deep’ I guess and if i ever had known at the stage you’re at i would have run a bloody mile. It will totally be the worry of your whole relationship, youll end up getting anxiety about his addiction, seriously.. its not worth it . I know its probably hard reading this, as you love him but its so consuming, ive felt so depressed and anxious because of my boyfriends issues, its such a hard long road. I really would suggest you take a read at some of these forums about other peoples stories, as they are horrifying to say the least – its so scary, cocaine takes over your whole life and ruins anything in its path. Thats the sad truth xxx
