Hey poppy.. i wasnt being rude i just thought i answered you on your other post but it was something different lol
Anyway.. ive been clean 5 and half week. Ive got 4 kids a gf.. a good job in the bank. Ive used for 8 to 10 year. Last couple of year got a bit bad. I only used every couple of week. On fridays. Sometimes every friday.. sometimes once a month
New years was the last straw.. my gf said i have it again shes kiking me out!
To stop this and i still need to do it..
Im admitted im addicted.. i want help.. i text my mum coming down of coke crying my eyes out asking for help. I felt ashamed and embarrassed.
Next you have to change your life around. Ive started reading books.. im on stephen king at the mo. And i never have wanted to read! And im loving it.. i have deleted everyone to do with coke out my phone! Ive deleted facebook! Im doing more games with the kids. And the main thing is no alcohol.it triggers it bigtime! Ive bought a few.books on addiction.. russell brands is a good 1..
I feel a lot better , its gonna be hard. But i feel great now. Ive felt a bit shitty last few days but i know i have to do this.