Always hopeful , god I feel your anger myn did same last week went for first meeting all positive and came back 18 hours later off his head I must of texted and rang him 100 times desperate to find out how it went obviously not well !! He actually blocked my number , he’d borrowed 100 pound from somewhere and had good day ! While I was a wreck at home wish I could turn my back sometimes and not care but impossible obviously hope he hasn’t lost the job , I sometimes think it’s easier when my son doesn’t get work as I get all excited but only ever lasts couple days before he blows it and the wages for the two days usually just means a bender is coming . rlg 21 I get your views on the dealers i hate them they always have nice cars designer clothes well groomed where my son looks like a tramp I have messaged one before , bad idea , caused more trouble than it was worth got my son a slap and threats to us all I am not scared but have to think of everyone else involved . I know from years of this that for police to get a court case on these people is virtually impossible they need so much evidence and they are very clever at what they do I really have to hold my tongue . Let’s all hope and prey we can have a calm weekend x
