Hi
I’m sorry to hear about your mum’s drinking and especially, when reading your blog, to see the reasons why she does. It must be frustrating for you to know that she accepts she needs help but won’t get any from outside. The blog is a great idea and I hope it will help your mum.
If you would like some support for yourself please contact us at The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that has a team of trained and experienced people who offer support to people who are affected by a friend or family member’s addiction. May be talking to one of them will help you.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck. I hope everything gets better for you and your mum.