We have retaliated on numerous occasions, I suppose its because we are sisters. She says that she loves us and wouldn’t let anyone else hurt us but she can.
With the excessive drinking she has aged visibly. She looks older than me and I am twelve years her senior.
She hasn’t attempted to call us so hopefully she is still being cut down. Otherwise she will crash and burn alone.
I might seem heartless but I do have problems in my own life so I have to put her on the backburner now and let others take control.
You are definitely not alone.