[popples]

Ah Lou I so understand how you’re feeling. It’s tough making the decision to move on as you feel like it’s a betrayal and that your letting them down and yet if you stay it’s misery. The constant lies and manipulation. I tried to support whilst being out of the relationship and that didn’t work either. Still a load of lies and being made to feel like your in the wrong. I know what you mean about cheating; it feels like that would be easier to understand. I would get out now and yes you do deserve better x