Hi Bev,
I’m so sorry to read your post about your son’s drug taking and how he makes you feel guilty. It’s very hard to feel strong in this situation and not surprising that you feel at the end of your tether.
The guys on here are really great and very supportive of each other, but if you would like some other help please contact us at The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that tries to support people who are living with the impact of a family member or friend’s addiction.
We know how hard it is, but if you contact us you could be put in touch with one of our team of very experienced and trained people who would listen to you. They might be able to offer advice and let you know what other support is available , as well as being a listening ear.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.