I am so sorry DNAnon, more than anything else it is so hurtful. It must be hard to keep a brave face and see your grandchildren, although children have an amazing knack of making you smile xxx Like all of us, I expect you are driving yourself crazy with the not knowing and also the selfishness that addicts seem to have in abundance. I have to remind myself it is the drug not the person, our lovely beautiful boys are in their somewhere and once they decide to make a reappearance and battle the drug we will be here wholeheartedly to support them xx
Yes, I have to focus on my other three now and hope that one day my son will come back to me xxx