I think thats the way forward to keep busy, it does take your mind off things for a while focusing on the job. For me though after work its hard to get out the house. Anxiety and panic attacks are my problem. I plan, then all fails at the last hurdle, one day I will get over the finish line. I’m panicking writing this so I know its bad.
He still doesn’t realise that the coke has altered his mindset and blocks out our previous happy life and has actually admitted he does this. He’s a totally different person. Cold as ice mostly and on very rare occasions tearful with remorse.
He has not been out on the usual stuff, alcohol and coke but he is going out with other dodgy friends and relatives now and is up to no good. I’m waiting for that knock on the door one way or the other.