Hi Ali,
Thanks for sharing your story. I’m sorry that your partner feels scared to talk to someone who could help him and really hope that he is able to do this.
I think Lou is right that maybe you would find it useful to talk with someone who could answer some of your questions about your partner’s addiction.
You might like to contact us at The Icarus Trust as we are a charity that supports people who are dealing with a family member or friend’s addiction. You could be put in touch with one of our experienced people who would understand what you are dealing with and give you information that you might find useful.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck with it all Ali and keep strong.