Thank you louise..all at work this week.. on my night shift ive just felt down from it.. and if someone put it in front of me id say get that shit away from me!.
But this is my main problem and any advice will do.. me and my partner cheated on each other years ago. We was both para for abit and wouldnt want to go out. But she does now and we have been out a few times before new year. And thats when i get coke mainly. Sometimes in the house. But thats totally stopped. If she goes out i just cant stay in. But she doesnt really do. Ive asked her just help me till our hol in july and spend weekends together. So im 4 month off at least. But im worried if she goes out after that. I will want to. But im hoping ill be ok? My heads up my ass lol