Thanks for your reply danman, it means a lot. I’m pleased to hear you’re back at the gym, I find that helps me too, I think if you’re physically fitter the mind will follow, you will get there what happened is just a glitch. I wish my ex
Bf was as determined as you, I don’t think he’ll do it he’s been on coke for years on and off – more on than off! It’s cost him so much, financially and relationships but he doesn’t want to stop- he carnt do or surely he would at least try, he’s had councilling with rehab and everything ( I think his ex wife made him) btw coke is why she left him, but he still won’t delete contacts etc plus he lives with a dealer, so it’s on tap, I do love him so much it breaks my heart to let him go but I have to or I will go down with him I’m already drinking more than I should which is a bad sign – I need to get back at the gym and knock drink on the head, just don’t know how to go about it, any advice would be appreciated? Sorry didn’t mean to go on it’s just I don’t have anyone to talk to really- Lou ????