I couldnt of said it better pal. I wish i never touched coke. I relapsed after 2month last weekend. But im on the mend again now. My gf has stuck by me. But doesnt support me as much as i think she should. Ive had it in the house on my own, and the downers on this stuff is horrible. I never want touch the stuff again. But if i drink alcohol. Thats it for me. Im on the phone for it
