Have you spoken to your mum about needing her to be there as a mother to you?
My sister has a problem with the drink and is nasty and violent. This has been happening for years. Doctors would’t help and a councillor didn’t think she had a problem with drinking eighteen cans a day. Recently her husband has said enough is enough. He has suffered through the years more than me and my other sister. She has now decided to do something about it. She doesn’t want to lose us all. She hasn’t had a drink for three weeks now. But I’m afraid it took losing us all to do something about it. Keep strong and keep yourself well.