Any other woman would of run a million miles away honestly specially when we’ve only bin together 8 months x
But I have fell in love with him and I have to be cruel to be kind x I did tell him that I’ve never bin around people using drugs before and I can’t handle seeing him destroying his life and at 47 he never gonna get anywhere in life only he be dead if he carried on the way he was using x
Now he found me and someone that truely loves the bones of him, it was now or never really x x
Plus the 5 days he not bin using has been hell x from him hallucinating to him throwing up everywhere and crying like a baby but ….. I’m sticking by him and I’m not giving up on him but I’ve told him I’m not prepared to go though this again with him once and once only x