Hi DNanon,
I’m sorry that your son is still not in touch with you – that must be very hurtful and upsetting.
If you feel it would be helpful to talk with one of our experienced and trained people please contact us at The Icarus Trust. We support people going through similar issues to yourself.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.