Thank you for sharing your experience with me. The relationship with my son has now become far worse since my first post only a couple of days ago.
He is denying he takes coke at all and as in the past – this has made me question my suspicion – but in my heart – I know. The way he is just fits with cocaine use – perfectly normal and a pleasant person- then abusive, depressed, suicidal, sniffing, and broke! He has some debts – but none that couldn’t be managed. He is self employed, I don’t think he would manage being employed- but he frequently has issues with his customers. He has now blamed me for his depression/ mental health, saying it’s the way I brought him up. Yesterday he sent me a text over all this (in response to me WhatsApping Louise Clarke’s YouTube video to him – and has said I’m dead to him now, he never wants to hear from me again and has deleted me from his phone. Also saying I won’t see my granddaughter again either.
It does make me question myself, how I brought him up (very well I thought). He’s an only child so I don’t have anyone else I can say I did a good job with! I know I’m not perfect – but I did try and he had a better upbringing than a lot of people. Rather sad for mother’s day today. ????