Hello,
I’m sorry to read how low you are feeling about your husband’s drinking. On top of your recent miscarriage you must be going through a very emotionally difficult time.
Help is available for your husband, although he does need to accept he needs help for himself, but there is also help available for you.
I work for a charity called The Icarus trust. We support people like yourself who are living with the impact of a partner’s addiction. We know how difficult that is and so we have specially trained and experienced people who you could talk to.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Please take care. All the best.