It’s like talking to a brick wall! He almost died last year was traumatic for me and was by his side the whole time. He gave it up for 4 months and then relapsed before Christmas and has gained pace on 3 week cycle again. He was going it before hospital but told me it was anxiety and depression and that he needed to be alone. But he was binge that time in secret. Obviously he told me at hospital. Promised the earth had done nothing did the running healthy eating and relapses.
Promises and cycle continues.
Just hopeless. I’ve tried today which isn’t the best I guess cause he still caught up in his self absorbed self and high and intoxicated on vodka. So not getting through. He’s very jackal and Hyde. He’s verbally nasty and as much as I try to ignore what he says it obviously cuts deep.
My friends and family don’t know anything and if they did they say I’m nuts!! It’s hard when you love someone and see the good underneath but the pushing me away just hurts