I just seen this about your little girl.. its easier said than done people saying do this for your girl.. but its a disease. But the main thing dawn and this is what i have learned.. do this for you! You need stop! You can stop. And when you are better everyone else will slip into place. Its all about you dawn! You really can do this.
Do a plan.. every day you have to do something with her to keep you busy..
Make something, a big dolls house, jigsaw.. anything.. keep your self busy.