Hi Kindred,
I’m so sorry to read how your boyfriend’s drug habit is making you feel depressed. I know it’s really hard to deal with and it’s such a shame about your counselling having to end.
If you would like to talk to us at The Icarus Trust please get in touch. We are a charity set up in order to offer support to people like you who are coping with the impact of a partner’s addiction. You could be put in touch with one of our experienced and trained people and talking with them might help you.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.