[kindredcoyote]

I told him we needed to talk tonight after work if he could put aside the time and not be on drugs. He hasn’t come home 🙁 this has happened before and he’s always ok but the worry it causes is so unfair. I think I really need to make this the last time he makes me feel like this. It’s so hard as he has no one and nowhere to go but I can’t keep going through this. I think I am actually suffering with depression over everything. I need to get myself back but he always manages to talk me round.