Yes , but shes hardwork, and just says
… i dont get why you just say no.. or want it.. its not hard saying no..
Everytime i lapse i say plz just keep checking on me and i tell her what are my triggers, so be aware, and that. But after my lapse this week, shes not said out.. even tonight were its norm fridays were i lapse. She never does. She just goes mad when i lapse or get it. Which i can understand.
Ill give you an example. You can have coke by putting a house key in the bag and snorting off the key.. this is callled having akey if you dont know.
And after my lapse the other day.. i told her about triggers.. and i said.. you see that key on there.. its a trigger to me because i use a key for that stuff, and it reminds me of using. I was just explaining how it is for me as she thinks its easy.
And her responce was.. pretty sad really dan.. so i cba with her anymore. She is right it is sad. But shes just an angry person full stop.
My mum checks on me and gives me good support. Its not hard really is it.. she seems to think i want attention. She really is hard work.lol