Also I do realise that he isn’t taking cocaine to deliberately upset me as I’m sure you are not. You are both in a terrible situation that is going to be tough to get out of but I think if you really really want it then you need to put all your efforts into giving it a go. You can’t do anymore than that. What I feelfrustrated by is promises that he wants to stop and coming to me in a state saying he’s sorry he’s stolen or sorry he’s spent all his wages and he wants to change but doesn’t try anything new to get support or look at stopping if that makes sense? The problem is I can see it’s near on impossible to think passed the need for cocaine. But you seem to recognise that and you’ve come here to say it so I think that’s really good and it’s brave to admit it. Keep the momento going tomorrow. Perhaps ring Frank and find out where your local support is? Or if you have been maybe make a plan to go back? Just keep taking the steps.
