Yep same circle as me, it’s so disheartening when you have 3/4 weeks of no using and then just when you think it’s all good it rears its head again.
I don’t get angry at him, I noticed it made him stay out longer and use more so now I tend to back off again until he wants to try quitting. It’s stupid really but he will realise I’m there when he needs to quit for good. Dont get me wrong it’s hard and I feel like a mug half the time but I know it’s an illness so I gotta stand by him. If I don’t there’s no one else who would. I suppose I keep him functioning.
Nice to speak to others in the same boat ????