Hi Jenson
My boyfriend is exactly the same. He has these episodes where he uses, I catch him, threaten to leave, he stops then reuses again.
Can I ask you a thing about the porn? my bf watches porn for hours when he’s up on it. He says it’s normal as most men who take coke watch porn, he says it goes hand in hand. Ages ago before I knew about the coke I caught him filling in all his details into a milf meet-up site. He said it was a pop up on porn Hub that wouldn’t let you go further until you filled out your details. I actually threw him out as I thought he was looking to cheat. He thought I was hilarious, he said he was wasted and trying to get in to look at the pictures, etc. He didn’t look guilty.
Does being on coke make you horny enough to want to cheat? I’d never think he would, he’s not really ever given me any reason to believe he would. Just that I’ve never taken coke so I’m not sure. It’s just you said that watching porn on it makes you think you’re interacting with the women so it makes me think wow can it really change you that much.