Haha well as I said I have access to his google. That’s the worst bit, I’ll never know. It’s so weird as he’s not an overly sexual person off drugs. I mean I’ve never caught him watching porn unless he’s been off his face.
That’s a bit of a worry, like jenson every time he uses coke he watches porn and gambles, I’ve seen his search history and he flips between the two all night. He only told me when I confronted him.
It was 4 years ago when I caught him filling in his details, but back then I didn’t know he did coke. That’s why I threw him out. I hate that I’m excusing his behaviour because of that drug though. I know he’s got a problem but until he admits it I’m going to be going round in circles forever.