Hello,
I’m sorry to read your post. it is a difficult situation to handle and maybe you would like some support for yourself. If you think it would help please contact us at The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that provides support for people having to deal with a family member’s addiction.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrst.org
All the best.