Hi everyone
Not been on for a long while.
I will be divorced in 3 weeks ????
I would like to say things got better but they did not!! After my last post I found out he was living with a 20 year old.
The girl contacted me as nothing made any sense to her what he was saying about me. She had left him and funny enough we are friends now as I have been helping her as he really played a number in her aswell.
He is now with another woman about 45 so no age discrimination!!
The last 6 months have been hell but with help and support I am on the other side now.
Yes I am in debt, yes I have been hurt but god do I feel free!!
I found out so much about what he had been up to and it sickens me to think I lived with this man but as I said above I am free now and I can honestly say I dint think of him at all, maybe passing thoughts but that’s it.
Cocaine for me is the worst drug, it actually changes the person forever.
What has come out if this is I am a better person, more relaxed, happy, sociable etc so although it’s wasnt a good ending for the toxic marriage it was for me.
I hope everyone the best of luck but please anyone in the same situation please get out that’s my only advice. It’s not as scary as you think .xxxx