Hi Spring,
Thanks for posting. It must be really awful for you feeling that you are loosing your mum in this way and a very sad time for you all.
I wonder if you could do with some support for yourself? If so please contact us at The Icarus Trust. We are a charity providing support for people dealing with a family member’s addiction. If you contact us you could be put in touch with one of our trained and experienced people who might be able to help you to decide how to go forward.
You can contact The Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope this is helpful.
All the best to you and your mum.