Hi,
Thanks for posting. I’m sorry to see how anxious and sick your husband’s cocaine habit is making you feel. This is so hard for you and, if you would like some help please contact us at The Icarus Trust.
We are a charity that supports people who are having to deal with a partner’s addiction. We offer a service called ‘Family Friends’ who are experience and trained volunteers. If you get in touch with us, one of them would talk with and may be able to help you go forward.
You can contact The Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Very best wishes.