Gods honest truth.. aclose fam member to my son i cant say on here, sells it and i have deal with them regarding my son.
And i drove past friday.. and god knows why i just got the urge. Prob because it was so easy.. and got it.. i phoned them the day after and said. Block my num and i had a go.. because ive told them ignore me if i ask.
Im back on track again. But i just feel so down again. Im going to do a programme on a calander…
For everyday..of every month with something like this.
MONDAY- go to the gym.. Read one of my books on addiction. Listen to some addiction recovery stories. Spend 30 mins a day at least, talking to people with addictions on apps or here. And do certain activities with the kids on that day.
Ill do a box for each 1 and tick it off. Im so pissed off with my self georgia. If i didnt have my kids id just piss off to some were were theres no one in sight for a while.
Thanks for your help x