Hello,
I’m so very sad to read your post. I can only imagine what you must have been through and the pain you are still feeling. I hope that you have been able to get some support and maybe, help / counselling through your gp, but if you would like any further help please contact us at The Icarus Trust.
We are a charity that provides support for people in similar situations to yourself, who are having to deal with the impact of a loved one’s addiction. We have experienced, trained people you could talk with, if you wanted to get in touch.
You can contact The Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
I do hope this is helpful.
Thinking of you.
All the best.