[glen85]

I got my family that will always help me. But I convince myself that I’m ok, I’m not to bad. I miss who I was. I’m 33 years old had a good job as a coach driver and I’m stuck in a rut. The 6 weeks cold Turkey was hell for me. Crying uncontrollably. Didnt want to be around anyone as I had anxiety attacks. I wish I knew what would happen if I took the drug but I was in a euphoric high. Wow what is this I’m feeling. Comfortable and relaxed. I wanted more. I used to drop 4 codiene and 4 tramadol at a time at my peak every 2 hrs. I’m down to about 16 a day on the codiene alone. I dont take tramadol anymore. My heart muscles are thick because of the abuse. I’ve never got a liver profile done I need to do it.