Hi Joemily,
Sorry to read your post and sorry to read that you are struggling with your boyfriend’s coke habit, without people around you to help.
I’m glad you’re talking to Danman – he’s really supportive and has good advice for your boyfriend, but if you want any more help for yourself, please contact us at The Icarus Trust. We are a charity supporting people like yourself dealing with a family member’s addiction. We have trained people you could talk with that might help you.They would understand what you are dealing with and could also put you in touch with other help that is available.
You can contact The Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope this helps.