[missyx]

Hi again,

No – coke first then I drink after to ease the come down. Me and partner go – we are each other’s triggers! I’m divorced and when my kids are with my ex we have a free night a week so we drive an hour from where I live to get really good stuff. We usually get through 2g between us in a few hours. Yes often feel suicidal after or even days after, feel guilty. Guilty about the kids, how much money we are wasting, debt we are in over it. Want to stop but the thrill/excitement to go each time wins ! Do you have it with others or on your own? Is yours after drink ?