Been a week.. i go turkey in 30 days. So im gonna do my best till then not to use..
I more or less dream about it every day, that im using it and i wake up feeling gutted. Well my main problem is how i got addicted to it.. this is what ive learned, is that from using at partys and pubs and then when that stopped. I still wanted it.. so i was having it on my own in the house. Not all the time but quite a bit.
Which is sad on my own i know. And id just do gambling on me phone or summat.
Thats why im doing my best to stop. And recently its been when ive been out.