I was the same, I withdrew myself never wanted to go out because I knew that was his opportunity, then same decided enough is enough it’s taken over his life it can’t consume mine too…
You will get there and what you decide to do long term you know you’ve done your absolute best!
I too feel it’s so nice to be able to bare all without any judgement, I’m quite fortunate to have very understand friends and family that are so so supportive and don’t judge, but it’s so helpful being on here like you said knowing you’re not alone is helping so much, it’s so sad there are so many
People going through this…
You will get there 100% you sound determined and driven! Try your best to keep positive and get yourself well – look after yourself and have an amazing holiday 🙂
It sounds like your partner really is trying and like you said what will be will be we can’t control them and can only hope they can pull through it…